While not as direct, and not as burning as it should be, the primary start to my realization of self came in the form of no longer wanting anything to do with a maleness I had been labeled with and carried throughout my life. That everything it was ever connected to was toxic and bullshit and usually toxic bullshit. I’m still finding my place and thoughts amidst everything, but I know where I *don’t* stand.
"Refusing to be a man" is at least half of why I transitioned, and it's about time someone else felt the same way.
While not as direct, and not as burning as it should be, the primary start to my realization of self came in the form of no longer wanting anything to do with a maleness I had been labeled with and carried throughout my life. That everything it was ever connected to was toxic and bullshit and usually toxic bullshit. I’m still finding my place and thoughts amidst everything, but I know where I *don’t* stand.